YOU Talk too D@^^N Much!!!

Today was not a great day. Everything was running fairly smoothly at first. I was having a pretty good day then out of now where came a slap to the face. I was standing around talking to the chick that I work with, who happens to be kinda close with my newest ex, and out of nowhere she said, "You seem like your hard to get."

Let me explain something to yall about this girl. She can't hold the air she breathes. Whatever she knows ... She's gonna tell it immedately. That's just how she is. She only knows one dude that I have let get to know me on a personal level, and anything that is relationship based is always about him. ALWAYS!!

At this point, I'm thinking that she means hard to get with. Hard to come and appoarch. I reply, "I guess it just depends on the guy."

Then she asks, "So what? Are you saving it for marriage or something?"

Now I'm knowing that she's talking about the freak nasty. All that is running through my mind is, out of everybody that he could have talked to about that fact that he was frustated that we hadn't had sex yet, he chose to get HER all up in MY mix. That chick is my CO-WORKER!! I don't want her thinking about how I get down with my man.

It made me curious as to how much of our relationship he told her. What did he keep to himself? I'm glad that I didn't go farther then I did with him. The whole store would have known. That's what I get for trying to deal with a boy on a man's level, because a grown man wouldn't have put me out like. <- Okay that was low, but I don't give a f#cl<. He shouldn't have been putting our bidness in the streets!