I See Clearly Now

It's been a couple of days since the whole ::Cassie:: and ::Dorian:: incident. I've had some time to think and calm down, and to my surprise she hasn't even tried to push me for answers. She saw me trying to put some distance between us and didn't try to close the gap. Now that I'm in my right mind, I know that probably more out of shame than respect for me wanting space. But that's okay. ((Tilts head to the right and lets out a soft chuckle)) I'm not even mad. I don't think that I ever really was. It was more of me being in shock than anything. Here I was thinking that I had a real friend that wouldn't even think of moving in or excepting the moves of a dude that I was feeling ((because a REAL friend wouldn't)). I guess the joke was on me. ((Shakes head and chuckles some more)) It's over now. If ::Cassie:: came to me and said that she was sorry ((can't imagine that happening because she's not)) I would forgive her. Not that I'm holding a grudge, you know what I mean. I would just let her know that everything is cool. We will NEVER be the friends that we were. Us hanging on the regular is out. Spending the night over the crib, wearing my clothes, knowing about my personal life ... all of that is OUT. Once you stab me I can never let you back in, but I do understand now, and everything is water under the bridge now. History.