Letting It Go

Man!! I'm starting to feel like GOD doesn't want me to be with anybody right now. Okay, I admit, before I found out about ::Dude's:: age I was hopeful that maybe, I had found somebody worth spending my time with. [[We all know that time is one of the only things that a person can never get back.]] I got to confess something right now. I'm giving up!! For real, I'm done. I am starting to feel like I don't have a choice. Perhaps the reason that I'm alone is so that I can accomplish something. I'm not sure what, but I want to do whatever it is so that I can receive the desires of my heart. Let's be real, when a person is in a "serious" relationship, their focus is on making the relationship work. That requires a lot of time, and the fact of the matter is, we're all given the same 24 hours in a day. What we do with our time, however is what makes us or breaks us. Maybe it's for me to concentrate solely on school, before I really get involved with someone, or better yet, I might need to do what we all say that we're gonna do and just wait on GOD to send me the person he has for me. Because as I heard in church once, the heart is deceitful and wicked, but GOD won't do you dirty. He won't send you somebody that you can't be faithful to. Meaning he will give to what you need, but HE'll give what you're attracted to also. And what so ever GOD has put together, no man or woman, can break it up. <-I believe that.