I Can Feel the Change

I'm not myself anymore. The old ::Beautiful:: has vanished. Thus leaving a shell of the person I was. I don't care about things the way I used to. What people think and in some cases, how they feel has become a low concern. I don't even have the same joy that was once abundant in my life. By that I mean the genuine happiness that was once so prevalent. To be honest, I don't know what happened to me, but somewhere along the line I changed. I became somebody that I don't even know. Who am I? Do I even want to go back to being the person that I used to be? <- Now those are the real questions.